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  1. sammie
    Ok.
    Life.
    Got.
    Complex.
    I can't put this on my normal journal because I know they'll see it. Lowdown - the guy next to me in halls likes me, I like him, he asked me out, I said yes. Except we live together so its awkward, I've never been out with anyone, I'm a geek, people don't like me. People do not like me. I am not popular. I am not pretty. I am not thin, and he is STUNNING. Why does he like me? I can't figure that out? He said "I like you just the way you are, and who you are" christ, people have been saying for ages that he likes me, and god I like him but why the hel is it so complex. I just don't want people in the hall to find out. This is scarier than moving out.
  2. sammie
    Your all screwed now!

    So bloogy blooogy blooggy what can I put in here.

    Place to rant my little mouth off.

    1. It went too slowly.
    2. Tuesday isn't coming around fast enough I NEED MY EXAM RESULTS
    3. I saw a relaly nice pair of curtains that I want fo rmy dorm room at uni - if I get in see the above for details
    4. The constant building work beside my house is driving me to clinical insanity
    5. The lack of spell check will make this entry look like I am illiterate
    6. How I Met Your Mother is on the TV which just made everything a little better
    7. My Torchwood DVD has a scratch I have yet to discover what bit of the show is scratched over, when I do it won't be a happy event
    8. Tuesday still isn't comming fast enough
    9. Cobra Starship postponed their UK tour so they could record their new album. I DONT WANT A NEW ALBUM I WANT A FREAKING UK TOUR! I WANT YOU TO FLY YOUR ASSES OVER THE FREAKING POND AND PLAY! I had tickets for the show. I was all looking forward to going to the telephone boxing show and now...NO SHOW!
    10. Oh and Edinburgh want £40 of my money for a freshers pack...um. No. I don't have £40.

    Tomorrow...more ranting about how Tuesday isn't here fast enough.
  3. sammie
    I can't move my neck, I have brused my ribs from the barrier, I've brused my knees from being crushed against a metal fence, I still have ringing in my ears.

    Last night was one of the best nights of my life.

    Rewind lets do it again.

    I want to spend my life in rooms screaming my heart out to live bands.
  4. sammie
    Blink 182 possibly my fav band ever have reformed and are picking back up where they left off, new album and tour in the summer! Green Day are touring this year along with a new album, the "Torchwood: Children Of The Earth" came out yesterday and I think I had a small heart attack watrching it on repeat! Can't believe how good it looks! Saw the concept video of the new Red Dwarf episodes that wil air on Dave at easter and had another small heart attack! How many good things can happen this year?!
  5. sammie
    [size=2]“They lied to me! Butterfly bandage, but don’t worry you’ll never remember your head is far too blurry. Put her in the back of a squad car, restrain that kid! She needs her head put though a cat scan! Hey Ladeda I’m undeniable, hey Doctor! I’m certifiable! I’m a lose bolt of a complete machine, what a match; I’m half doomed and your silly sweet. Boycott love. Detox just to retox. And I’d promise you anything for another shot at life, imperfect boys with their perfect ploys. Nobody wants to hear you sing about tragedy. You got me stalemated or was I just jealous that the camera lied. Paying tolls on the highway, truck stop stalls of love, lock less jails to deny my rules. Rookie leave you gun and your badge on the desk as you leave the room.”[/size]
  6. sammie
    I'm thinking that it would a capital idea if I went to uni, sat in the library and studied. Though the point that I have to clean my room today for the cleaners comming in, and then do my washing tonight has sucked all motivation out me.
  7. sammie
    I am so close to killing my flatmates its unbelieveable. On the good side I've just about finished all my coursework I have thelast question of my genetics problem to do then I can start getting my head down for exams =D

    Minor tour in three weeks. So excited.

    I can't believe Green Day tour is over though. Two of the best nights of my life.
  8. sammie
    "Each broken heart will eventually mend,
    as the blood runs red down the needle and thread,
    some day you will be love.
    You will be loved like you never have known,
    and the memories of me will seem more like bad dreams."
  9. sammie
    As soon as we hit the hospital I know were going to leave this town, get new passports and get out now.




    I love this course, but I can't take being away from home for such a long time. It's sad isn't it. I'm 20 this year and I still get home sick.

    What a joke.
  10. sammie
    The list.

    QUILS:
    [s]Report 1
    Report 2
    Report 3
    Maths assignment[/s]
    Stats assignment

    Chem:
    [s]Report 1
    Report 2
    Report 3[/s]
    Report 4
    [s]Mid term 1
    Mid term 2[/s]

    Met
    [s]Assignment
    Mid term[/s]
    Lab book

    Coursework still to hand in
    Stats
    Chem report 4
    Met lab book.

    dear god thank god this semester is nearly over thank you thank you thank you! unfortunetly the exams are in three weeks. Balls.
  11. sammie
    [font="Verdana"]So I know I've been quiet but a lot of stuff has happenedthis summer, mostly bad but a lot of good stuff as well. Todays my last day ofsummer move in to my new flat tomorrow morning which means we shall beinternetless for at least two weeks but its ok I have my shiney new google g1phone to fix that! Means I might just about make it on every day to check letsall pray there is an unsecure wifi network on the street y/y!



    Two years ago today, I saw Elliot Minor for the first timewhen they opened with Fall Out Boy, two years later to the day I appear intheir new music video, which is a huge honour and a huge privilege. I can'tquite believe how fast two years have gone, in two years I've passed exams, gotin to university, passed first year of university and ended up travelling thecountry several times over to see this band. I'm not sure when this all startedI'd thought I'd end up here to be honest. I didn't think I would end up on theother side of the country, didn't think I'd end up meeting all the peopleacross the country that I have. I didn't think I'd end up with the friends Ihave.



    Despite the fact that my mum and step dad have split up, thefamily problems, the money problems the one thing that has kept me going isthis band. Yes I would do the 20 hour coach trips, the 18 hours sitting on coldpavements to see them, the sleepless nights travelling and the nights withouthotels all over again. My love for this band is much more than just music, its aboutthe friends I've made, the times I've had. The laughs, the aftershow partiesand hilarious inside jokes. I've had the time of my life this summer in the twoshort weeks they were on tour.




    [img]http://photos-e.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc1/hs137.snc1/5853_234787525315_564285315_8271972_2457962_n.jpg[/img]




    I can't wait to do it all over again in November, this yearsgig list if well packed! Looking forward to it, so instead of moaning aboutsummer being done already I'm gonna show off how many shows I've got to go to.



    Jacks Mannequin – 31[sup]st[/sup] August

    Green Day – 19[sup]th[/sup] October[size="2"]

    Elliot Minor Ireland,Glasgow, Edinburgh– 11[sup]th[/sup] – 15[sup]th[/sup] November

    EdinburghHogmanay Party – 31[sup]st[/sup] December

    [/size][/font] [font="Verdana"][size="2"][quote] Days and nights, they feel so good
    Just like the way they should
    Those crazy nights that were left behind were so misunderstood
    A missing photograph
    Never thinking of the past
    Well there's a light to see, and there's only one path [/quote][/size][/font]
  12. sammie
    So. I should be at the moment in a lab from 10 to 2 but it's the first week of teaching and labs haven't started yet. All is good I suppose.



    Yesterday was good had my first chemistry lecture, dear god they did not waste time, went right in to it. Which was alright because it was an hour or "this is an atom, this is an electron, this is called a proton." I slept though most of it.



    Meteorology lecture was an hour of "welcome this is called a map."



    Quantification this morning was an hour of; "This is your book, there be lots of maths in here you must learn."



    Tomorrow lectures start properly. Oh god. Chem 9 to 10 then Met 10 to 11.
  13. sammie
    “It feels like ten karats and no clarity when I look at the man who is our ‘king,’ goes to the desert to sing war his father rehearsed and come back with flags on coffins and said; ‘we won, we won!’ Permanent Jet Lag, please take me back, I’m sure this place is sick, please let me in, I’m not tripping, singing vows before we exchange smoke rings. Give me a pen, call me Mr Benzadarine, don’t let the doctor in. Only one really matters the rest of the proof in on the television. Call me Mr Benzadarine, don’t let the doctor, don’t let the doctor in. Have you ever wanted to disappear?”
  14. sammie
    [font="Verdana"][size=2]I’m a young one stuck in the thoughts of an old ones head.[/size][/font]

    [font="Verdana"][size=2]When the others were just slipping away I’m trying to trick myself into falling asleep again. [/size][/font]

    [font="Verdana"][size=2]My heads in heaven my soles are in hell.[/size][/font]
  15. sammie
    "You wear that necklace like an anchor."
    "It is..."
    "But its band merch."
    "And? This band's music get's me though, some people like X go out and get left trouser leged, someone else Y smokes a crap load of pot every day. I listen to this band. What's so bad about letting your heart be owned by the beating of a drum?"


    I honestly don't think I could live without this band. Folie a Deux indeedy.

    [i]I can't explain a thing, I want everything, to change and stay the same,
    To not care about anyone to anything, come together or some apart.
    Oh baby when they made me they broke the mould.
    Wave your camera in the air like you just don't care.
    I will never believe in anything again, oh change will come.
    We will never believe in anything again.
    So spill your guts to a microphone stand.
    [/i]
  16. sammie
    My sister cancelled on me I was really looking forward to seeing her. I have ANOTHER cold. The fact that the University of Edinburgh doesn't know what heating is isn't helping. I can't be arsed getting dressed to go out of my room. I think I'm spending all day in bed today just for the sheer fact I don't want to deal with people today.
  17. sammie
    Today

    1. They lost our exam question papers
    2. The multichoice was a left trouser leg take
    3. The first two essay questions were nice
    4. The SkewTlnP chart Q was bloody awful. I HAVE ballsed it up.
    5. It was cold
    6. 2 Hours went past FAR too quickly
    7. JUST finished the paper
    8. Bipohysics exam in just over 12 hours. Sheeet.
  18. sammie
    This semesters timetable sucks complete and utter arrrrrrrg! Jack Bauer wouldn't have this damn problem! THIS CAN NOT BE SERIOUS?! 9am...THEN A HUGE JUMP TO 4PM@?!!!?!?!?!?!?!?

    Monday
    9am - Biochem Lecture
    10am - 1pm Biochem lab
    4pm - Med Bio Lecture

    Tuesday
    9am - Genetics Lecture
    11 am - Genetics Lecture
    4pm - Med Bio Lecture

    Wednesday
    9am Biochem Lecture

    Thursday
    9am - Molecular Bio Lecture
    4pm - Medical Bio Lecture

    Friday
    9am - Biochem Lecture
  19. sammie
    In the last 3 days:



    - I spilt a pot of boiling water on the hob over my arm and ended up with a trip to the minor injuries unit at the at Vale of Leven Hospital, since the nearest A and E is now in freaking PAISLEY and my parents refused to take me there. Thanks parents. Arm is now covered in cream and other crap. It hurts.

    - Last night started having a fever and the shivers, achey joints and a killer headeache. Now I’ve got a very sore throat so we called NHS 24 and I am on the list of suspected Swine Flu cases. FML. No antivirus for me yet though, tbh I don’t need them…yet. However being in an “at risk” category apparently I’ll be getting them when I get a call back from the doctor. Good news is no curly tale yet.

    - Apparently the paper work for the flat is “not in order” and I’m missing a character reference even though I already got my DoS to do me one. Apparently you need two character references so I need to get another one could they not have told me this in MARCH when they took my bloody £800 in deposit?! Apparently not.
  20. sammie
    Tired. Very tired. Home. Got home late. telephone boxing traffic between Edinburgh and Glasgow, crappy motorway and WTF does Edinburgh need trams YOU HAVE GOOD BUSSES NOW YOU WANT TRAMS WTF?! Crapping up the roads, took an hour to get out the telephone boxing bus station will all the road works. I missed my own bedroom <333 feels very strange being back here though <3
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