Grey is the word this morning, i think its actually gotten darker since we got up this morning, sorry to hear of your struggles @101_North this year has been very difficult for many and its hard to find ways to cope. I guess for me and my family its not been as hard as we already home educate all 3 of our children and i am a carer for both my wife and my eldest son so am often at home for long periods of time, we dont have any family members to miss so thats not been a struggle. The only struggle here has been staying on top of my wife's mental health issues along with her other health issues.. but thats been a constant for some years. Moving house is a stressful time under normal circumstances so in these times even worse. Take care of yourself.