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Because I wake up so late and my body clock is so messed up I’m usually at my most “wakeful” at around mid-night, like now for instance… well it’s 01:36am but you know what I mean. I could actually do some gardening now but its dark and I can’t find the watering can! It did rain but not a lot, its now clear and slightly cooler than previously but its still a warm place at the moment. I would like to go to bed now but I can’t! I wish I could. My father is coming tomorrow to take me round to his place, not sure what time though. It may mean I will have to set my alarm because I could easily sleep past mid-day!

Weather: A clear, night and feeling warm, but not as warm as the last few nights thankfully. Temperature: 20.2c Wind: calm Pressure: 1016.6hPa Humidity: 72% Dew point: 15.8c Sunrise: 05:09 Sunset: 20:58 WBSH

Weather: Totally clear cloudless sky, wind absolutly howling! Wind: ENE 12.7mph Temperature: 22.1c humidity: 54% pressure: 1029.4hPa dewpoint: 12.4c Todays max: 22.2c 14:17 Todays min: 15.6c 2:47 max gust: 22.2mph NNE 13:29 Sunset: 21:07 WBSH

If there is a god he is banging me against a brick wall, to make me tougher? Maybe, but it’s killing me right this minute. I don’t really believe in god… but however I’m not saying such a “thing” doesn’t exist. I say this because I, as a person have only lived in a western culture for eighteen years and seven months. I’ve not lived in a world where science doesn’t prevail and people’s lives are based around a belief, I’ve not heard their side of the story. I believe pretty firmly in evolution and science but maybe that’s partly because I’ve yet to visit a poor village in a third world country where people have yet to “discover” such things. If there isn’t a god, which there may well not be, then maybe there’s a “spiritual being” amongst all. With some people they find it easier to find that others. But then maybe I’m speaking a load of ball! I’m not a pagan, but my religion is nature, it’s where things grow, die change with the seasons, I like that.

It’s another hot weekend. Very sunny but too hot, although that being said I seem to be coping a little better with the heat, maybe its because its now later into summer and I’ve adapted to it. Just like you become a little more adapted to hay fever. I close my curtains during the day to stop the sun coming in and I open them at night to let some air thought, although it could be said that leaving them open during the day stops any flow of air… it would only be hot air so it’s best to let the air flow at night when its still warm, but not hot. People complain that it always rains during the weekend. The only reason it seems like that is because people only remember the weekend when it’s rainy… when its sunny people don’t bother to remember it so much. Like the past few weekends have been stifling. Selective memory eh! The same goes for Wimbledon, it’s only rained one day since it started (Monday) but people wont associated the competition with the weather because it’s been “good” or dry shall I say. If it rained every day then people will again associate it with the weather. I might go into college tomorrow to collect the last two assignments from my tutor… and upgrade them if necessary. I will try and get the college ball tickets as well that day, fingers crossed by “ball date” will let me stay round hers that night because if I can’t then I can’t really go. Although it might be best not to go because it is inviting trouble, but I hope it can go along smoothly without being bothered by a few drunken so and so’s!

A beautiful clear day with deep blue skies and a nice breeze, not too hot as well with a temp of 22c (72f)

It is a common "moan" or complaint from a human being that they are constantly tired. But I get close to falling asleep on the bus on the morning and I get close to falling asleep on the bus in the evening. After I get home off the bus and get home I go to bed and fall asleep. Thank god the world cup is on otherwise I would spend all evening asleep! I’m usually quite a tired person but the last few weeks have been something else! I take it being down to being the end of the college year… or at least I hope it is… I’ve never had the ability to fall asleep at any god given time until now! I had 10 hours sleep last night but still had the “ability” to fit in another two hours in the afternoon! Sleeping during the day is certainly not a positive thing as it disrupts my “conventional daily routine” and makes me extremely cross and depressed when I wake up, which explains why I’m so snappy now. Also it’s another warm Saturday which doesn’t help. I still found some time to do some gardening. My Salix trees leaves which I had been pruning went brown and shrivelled up… possibly because of the lack of rain. So about 10 or 11 days ago I pruned it back right intensely until there were only a few green buds here and there, but now the buds are coming out again and it’s green and healthy… quite quick as well, because of the high temperatures one assumes.

Thanks Atmos, sorry to hear about the exams... if anything i'll say a lot of the times you think you have done worse than you actually did. And even I, someone who is fairly sure which way they are heading career wise occasionly gets that "where am I going" feeling. All part of being young I guess regards,

lol, I see i'm not the only person then!

Each day is like climbing a swearing is not big or clevering mountain at the moment!

weather: A hot/very warm, sticky night. Temps seem to be stuggling to fall. temperature 21c (70f) wind: SE 4.6mph pressure: 1017.9 humidity: 57% dewpoint: 12.2c heat index: 24.6c Max temp: 28.1c 11:23am min temp: 15.4 05:25pm WBSH

I saw a horizon like that last June past 11pm. The mostly clear conditions are great for twilight watching at the moment, although i've yet to see the same sort of twilight at 11:40pm as in the pic of Mr.Data. I'm probably too far south for that. WBSH