I long to stand at my door, smelling the rain, and enjoying the sights and sounds. I love it. It's my happy place. But at the same time, it was only 2015/16 when we had what can only be described as an explosion over head, that set fire to a house 2 roads away. It had me scrambling to unplug every electrical appliance in the house.
It's a fine line between fear and enjoyment!