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  1. sammie
    The to do list

    [b]~ Quantification in the Life Sciences Lab Report - Due Friday[/b] DONE!
    [b]~ Biochemistry Lab Report - Due Friday[/b] DONE!
    ~ Biochemistry Tutorial Questions - Friday
    ~ Type up lecture notes
    [b]~ Met lab questions - TOMORROW[/b] DONE!

    WHY THE HELL DID I LEAVE THIS CRAPSO LATE?! Tonight I fear shall be an all nighter. I need caffeine tablets.
  2. sammie
    Back in halls. I miss this place. Tonight brought the lolz.

    "You remember that movie flubber?"
    "Yeah....ish..."
    "Ok right, what would happen if you coated a knife in flubber and then threw it in to a room of people. Would it bounce off them?"
    "Duh! Flubber!"
    "I'd have to play with the amount of flubber on it then..."
    "Then it defeats the point really."
    "Yeah...what if I made a trampollen out of it...then we bounced a cow on it...?"
    "It would become the first living satalite. I see a Nobel Prize here!"
  3. sammie
    If I die in my sleep are you still willing to be everything you promised you would be? Our lives read like the classified pages of what’s for sale, attention bidders here’s lot 35. Back down cash out that’s the city for you, break down, been let down, when you said; ‘it’s falling apart’ I thought you meant that you were falling apart. Every move I make is documented and graded for style, well remember this. The ambitious now hold the smoking gun.



    I’m getting sick of their lack of faith in me. How they doubt I can fit in at university, because the city if too posh for someone like me. Guess what, I made it. You didn’t. Suck on it.




    I will not live a life of feeding fashion to house wifes.
  4. sammie
    Boomerang my head back to the city I grew up again
    Again and again and again and again
    Forever a lake effect kid.

    I got the skyline in my veins,
    Forget your nighttimes
    Summer love on a gurney with a squeaky wheel,

    And joke us, joke us,

    Till the world comes back in to focus,

    I just want to come back to love,

    Spark in you head keep you warm enough.



    I’ve got a pocket full of deadliness

    Opium dean forgotten in my head

    At the dead end comes unsteadiness

    Faux blondes have less fun.
  5. sammie
    holidays off, national rail suck, glasgow sucks. bad day.

    on the upper hand.

    i am far too amusedy by twilight spoof angel delight-light.

    and i have 4 seasons of 24 to watch in 3 weeks. this is achevable i'm sure.
  6. sammie
    turned 19 today

    we made cake

    didn't burn the house down

    and cake was had for all

    and it was good cake.

    [img]http://i35.tinypic.com/33mtmcj.jpg[/img]
  7. sammie
    In the last 6 days:

    + The kitchen has been on fire
    + The fire brigade came out
    + We stood on the kerb side in PJs
    + I have Freshers Flu
    + I've been ordered to bed rest
    + The soup I had this morning was nice
    + I think I have a fever
    + I stuck a pin though my finger last night. It hurt.
    + Halls arn't that bad really.
  8. sammie
    Elliot Minor was stunning last night, what a day, what an epic day! The more times I see this band live the more I love this band. I think I fell in love with The Misson District as well.
    Can't wait to see them next week in London.

    On other notes passed first year of uni! Exam results came back! A in Biochem, A in Med and a B in Genetics.

    Minus of the day the weather here is crap, everyone else has blazing sunshine or storms as we have dark grey nothing.
    nothing just dark grey nothing.

    FML
  9. sammie
    I'm reconsidering who my friends are.

    "I keep screaming for help but no one noties, I'm taking it as a hint to shut the Lettuce up and go back to my rock."
    "Lmao I spend my life picking up after people but when I need a little extra help and a bit of empathy, I get apathy."

    I'm seriously struggling to keep afloat, I'm back to swallowing pills and breaking razors to make myself feel ok and you just keep going on and on and on about you. I'm sorry that there is **** going on in your life, I try despretly to help but you block every move. How can I help when you don't let me?

    But for once, for some bloody second will you please listen to me when I tell you that I need a little help.

    This world does not turn around you or I.

    Going back to my rock, I got the hint. Without realising it, you make me feel like nothing.
  10. sammie
    "Engineering is the art of modelling materials we do not wholly understand, into shapes we cannot precisely analyse, so as to withstand forces we cannot properly assess, in such a way that the public has no reason to suspect the extent of our ignorance."

    no wonder he dropped that crap. In other news I got a wad of cash for my birthday which is great, will spam with photos later when I have time as I am procastinating finishing my prelab stuff. Only my lab starts in half an hour so I should technically be somewhat...leaving soon.

    There is only so much attention I can give "The Titration of A Strong Acid with a Weak Base to give a Buffer Soloution." More to the point, why are we doing a titration practical again, and why are we doing a practical that does not even in the tiniest bit relate to ANYTHING we are doing in lectures. Either the connection is ver obscure. Or I am dense.

    The latter may be the simplist reason and most likley the correct.
  11. sammie
    At university. Its pretty cool the dorms are cool. Its like abig american style dorm, but I'm sharing bathrooms and showerrooms and kitchen with about 20 other people. So far, first night went ok. Cried a lot, miss my mum, give it a week and I'm sure I'll be fine.


    This is harder then I thought it wold be to be honest, leaving home is just about the scariest thing I have ever done.
  12. sammie
    Need sleep but have class.
    Haven't slept properly in two weeks now.
    Got an hour and a halfs sleep last night.
    Slept though meterology.
    Have a maths tutorial in an hour.
    Can't keep eyes open.
    Will fail if I don't make it.
    Need coffee.
  13. sammie
    My best friend is going out with my ex. We live together. All of us.
    You know what it hurts like hell.
    It really hurts.
    And I have no right to be upset.
    I don't want to see it under my nose all the time though.
    I can't live here with that.
  14. sammie
    He told me he loved me after we had been going out for two days. The L-word came along far too quickly for my liking.

    Now I feel so trapped, like I'm caught, like I'm a prisoner. I don't want to break his heart, but I'm going to have to break his heart because its not fair if I drag his heart along like this.

    He is going to hate me.
  15. sammie
    Which came first, the music or the misery?
    I went to sleep a poet and woke up a fraud. A cliché but I do it best.

    I've come to terms with behind a footnotes in someone else happiness. I've got troubled thoughts and the self esteem to match, Mr Sandman shines his beam as he enters the room, bouncing back and forth on waves, head like a steal trap. I swore I would never end up like that but behind my back I already have, 'oh darling I know what your going though.' God I try to tell you, and I get ignored, can't you see me screaming at you for help? You want to know why I kicked out at the world, regardless of the fact that it always kicks back a lot harder? Because no one is listening. Long live the carcrash hearts.



    The sad thing is it isn't my friends dragging me though this, it's a little blue disk spinning in my bedroom. "Crowds are won and lost and won again but our hearts beat for the diehards." The songs own the beating of my heart. I'll keep believing if you keep singing that lie.



    The golden rule is always the cruellest. Sometimes I wonder if its worth it, or are the lives we live just golden plated? The lights of this city are too heavy, when I catch my reflection all I see if the people who don't have time, don't listen. Cliché I know but the sewage of youth drowned the spark of my teens. A stitch away from making it and a scar away from falling apart, pray you don't grow up to be. Show me a starry-eyed kid, I wont let him get his hopes up, save him from him self a picture and a note saying; 'don't end up like me, it's only for your own good.' The stories getting old home wreckers with hearts of gold. It's been said so many times I don't think it matters, picking apart and falling apart to songs about hearts. It hurts but I think it was meant to be.



    Haven't you heard the word on the street? I lost it called it quits get in to the sun out from behind the gossip.

    Stop telling me "I know how you feel" and just listen to me for once.

    XO
  16. sammie
    I forgot about this...

    Got exam results - AAC, got in to uni, moving to uni in aproxx 10 hours

    can't sleep

    have hang over developing.

    jeebus my keyboard is multiplying.

    marcus brigstoke is amazing.

    i can't be bothered using correct syntax.
  17. sammie
    its over and I've finalised my course choices for next year.

    Biochem 2A and 2B
    Neuroscience with Pharmacology

    The Dynamic Cell 2
    Gene and Gene Action 2

    Immunology and Immune Response 2




    It's moments like this that make me wish I had chosen a single honours.
  18. sammie
    OK so its 6:40am I've been up for half an hour, I'm sure thats way too early. Though the thing is I worked my little but off yesterday. I did my QUILS lab report (which has taken me three days to do peopel) my Chem lab report if finished, my Met hand in assessment is finished, all the damn stuff is finished.

    Then I will go to my lab later today and get given more things. Thats fantastic isn't it!

    On other news DT said he was escaping DW and I am now heart broken.

    On other news I have got no snow, have not had any snow and judging by the rain will not get any snow. I am over the snow I tell you, over it.

    Scotlands weather consists of: Rain: Overcast: Chilly but not cold enough for snow: Rain: Overcast: Chilly: REPEAT

    Screw this moving to the MidWest.
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